It is easy to wonder, in the context of the rest of Murray’s life, if she joined the priesthood chiefly because she was told she couldn’t. There was a very fine line in her between ambition and self-sabotage; highly motivated by barriers, she often struggled most after toppling them. It’s impossible to know what goals she might have formed for herself in the absence of so many impediments, or what else she might have achieved.
Murray herself felt she didn’t accomplish all that she might have in a more egalitarian society. “If anyone should ask a Negro woman in America what has been her greatest achievement,” she wrote in 1970, “her honest answer would be, ‘I survived!’ ” But, characteristically, she broke that low and tragic barrier, too, making her own life harder so that, eventually, other people’s lives would be easier. Perhaps, in the end, she was drawn to the Church simply because of the claim made in Galatians, the one denied by it and by every other community she ever found, the one she spent her whole life trying to affirm: that, for purposes of human worth, “there is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is neither male nor female.”
Since the essay is so long, I copied the three ending paragraphs of it to entice you.
Incredible Woman!!!
ReplyDeleteYou know me... I love me some history.
ReplyDeleteAnd the green... it now look blue... and then green and then blue... so. Hmmm. My eyes!
Green is much easier on the eyes. Thanks for doing that.
ReplyDeleteTake care of yourselves.
We had a foot of snow this morning damnit.
Luv chocolate - I'm glad you liked it.
ReplyDeleteuptonking - Blue-green perhaps?
GF - You are welcome. Portland is supposed to get 10-12 inches by Sunday. That's a lot for us. Take care.